In ways I cant yet see...

"So the people stood afar off, but Moses drew near the thick darkness where God was." ---Exodus 20:21

Next week, my whole world changes.
Not that it already hasn't begun but on September 3rd, 2009 it will be written in stone.
I've been through a season of hell in my life. Where I felt trapped and afraid. Like I was suffocating in existence.
Yet, through all my hell, through all my mistakes, God was there.
I persevered through the darkness, where GOD was.
I will continue this journey into a life I ahve yet to experience or imagine.
Donna reminded me yet again of that tonight.
The previous blog is my word for Interns.
And I am beginning to believe this verse is like a part 2.
Like, what my thoughts are through all this.
I will not fear.
I will press on.
I am a Mighty Warrior for Christ Jesus.
I cannot afford to go back.
I want to be ready for all God has for me.
As people look from behind me, they will watch how I will transform into what God has planned me for.
I will come out new.
Being changed by the glory of God and all its beauty.
Im so excited, anticipating what God is getting ready to do.
In the fear of God. Not afraid, but in pure honor that He would take me in.
That even though He knows what Ive done He never regrets dieing for me.
Calling me to Him. God draws near to me and I have drawn near to Him.
I have never been so hungry for God.
My heart is in the process of being prepared.
I am ready to be somebody God can be proud of, that I can, that my friends can, and that my family can.
God loves me.
Hes not mostly mad, or mostly sad at me or you but more than anything He loves us.
He looks at us and is moved.
Hah, I love God so much! <3

Simply Simple...

"The Lord preserves the simple; I was brought low, and He saved me."

God is really so simple.
His love and His word.
His very heart coming alive through the pages.
His very self in the midst of worship.
His imaage in ourselves.
He just wants our heart.
Our life that He gave us.
ITS SO SIMPLE!
Why does it have to be complicated?
Sure. life can be hard but GOD is so SIMPLE.
Just run to Him.
If youre weary talk to Him.
If youre lost walk with Him.
There is a way. And He already gave it to us.
We just have to CHOOSE.
Its simple.
Just say, 'Yes, God. Ok, here I am."

[[Do You know the way You move me?]]