Im walking along this path wondering if maybe Im falling behind the scene.
Watching as my friends lives unfold and I cant seem but to wonder, "Where do I stand?"
But then I hear His voice saying, "Dream with Me."
And I cant help but to follow that Voice.
I cant say no. I am beckoned forward.
I close my eyes and I dream.
I cant be stuck in this hard place in my life.
I must move forward no matter how hard the circumstances.
If I were to stop in this pit, this storm, then what differs me from them?
From the ones who sit and mock me.
Who walk in chastising words.
I am not THEM.
I AM DIFFERENT............
I close my eyes and I dream.
My future looks so different.
Setting a different tone.
For me and the people who most grasp my heart.
I am beginning to SEE.
Not see as in the way you open your eyes and look but I SEE.
I see what He sees....
And oh, the beauty is uncomparable to anything I have once seen before.
It is new and fresh. It is DIVINE.
INSPIRED.
SUPERNATURAL.
It is God centered.
God planned.
God ordained.
It is my intended life wrought out and planned before my own substance existed.
Before my first breath. Before my life began to form He spoke my future into existence.
He knew me. He knew the mistakes I would make but that never smothered His plan.
Oh. no. He has said, "Who I create in you is WORTHY. Is CALLED to THIS. THIS is my plan and purpose for you and only you. This is My love for you in action. Come and see. THIS is WHO YOU ARE. You are not disqualified because my blood has qualified you. My blood has REDEEMED you. Dream with Me..."
Watching as my friends lives unfold and I cant seem but to wonder, "Where do I stand?"
THIS is where I stand.
Here.
Right in the middle of God, my Fathers, plan and will.
I take a step into my calling.
Mine and only mine.
Aware to stay focused on it and not comparing to others.
As hard as it is, God has a demand on the anointing He has placed on MY life.
No more holding back.
No more fear.
No more comparison.
No more disillusionment.
And so it seems...
This is who I am.
I dream His dream.
A dream sanctified.
Made for me.
Created from nothing, He made me SOMETHING.
