todayyy... [2 poems: Love and Reaching]

oh my...
my day has been long and weird...
travis filmed my drama practice today...
haha funny skit...
my grandpa forgot about me so i wound up going home with Kevin...
anyway i had time to write 2 poems today so here they are...
they arent that good but oh well...

Love...
love never ending
an intimacy unfathomable
pure
this is true love
a Father's love
no one like you
eternal
You can't be replaced
You'r love compels me
unfailing
never ending
You are the Reason
the Reason i live
once numb
You broke the covering
my heart opened to You
to feel...
a new sense i forgot i had
embrace it
sometimes i wish for numb
no
the hurt is worth it
in the end i feel You
mask to the pain
healed
a real worth
i run to You
YOUR LOVE COMPELS ME

Reaching...
tangled in the mess
stress takes over
fighting to feep sanity
pray, pray, pray
pieces crumble
i'm trying
so hard...
can i do it?
i'm tired
i just want a break
linger in a fog
i just want You
time...
slipping away
im grasping to what i can attain
not enough
i need more
focus on what matters
Jesus...
all i need is You
take me away
here i find You
too soon do i lose it
i count the time
time until i can reach for You again
press harder now
my Peace
STOP...
i just want to stay here forever
reast in You'r arms...
please...
just a little longer