Simply This...

Its simply this, we are in war
Darkness is chasing me and I fight to hold onto hope
The more I speak of the chains and the depressive state thats tried to overcome me I feel the grip loosen
Its the power of the living Word
This love, even when I am unaware of its presence, sustains my life
The grip of death has no power over me
Even when the sting of loneliness whispers lies at my life. I am not forsaken
Come to my rescue my Prince of Peace
Hold me when I am afraid
When all I wannna do is run away, let Your arms swing wide for me
You fight for me when all my fight has left
Reminded I am simply human all my weakness surfaces and Your strength takes over
I am matured when You allow the emptiness to be felt
Only by this experience can I be strengthened to make it in my future
Answer me Oh God
Save me. Love me again and let me feel my heart warmed once again
Let Your healing be known and touch those whose names have left my lips
No matter what I FEEL I will not give up
Youre all I have, need, want...


Ive always been aware of what I had. Always had a special care for those I loved that God brought into my life. But when its lost, the appreciation only grows. The pain I feel is only heightened when I see one I love and care for in pain. I miss one of my best friends and wish her circumstance was not hers to carry. God bring healing and restoration. I fear having to say goodbye to another. I cannot imagine going years without him in my life. I can only imagine my last moments as Id be forced to say goodbye. Could he know what he means to me? Could 'I love you' suffice? Even a letter of all I could manage to pour out? God please dont let him leave. Im afraid of losing you, friend.
Ive been faced with many scares. And although I know I can survive them, I dont want them. I dont want to have to SURVIVE. Yet in all this, I will still confess, God is good.