Until Forever Never Ends...

It's getting to be that time.
I am itching for a change.
Itching for that moment.
For something better of myself.
Waiting for that moment its not so scary anymore.
Waiting for that moment its not just a longing but a reality.
I am anticipating that feeling.
I don't know what to expect.
What to feel.
What to say.
I just know what I want.
And what I can never do on my own.
Almost my time.
I won't feel left to the side, in the back, or shadowed away anymore.
I'll be stepping out, stepping in, locked in that whirlwind.
I will smile.
I will flutter.
I will be warmed from within.
I can do this.
I'll believe I deserve this once again.
It won't end.
It'll begin.
It will be real.
It will be blessed.
It will soar, jump, climb, grow, explode.
It will be my promise.
My surprise.
It will form before my eyes.
I will breathe.
I will rest.
Breathe out and be at ease.
It is coming.
It is mine.
And I will cherish it all until forever never ends.