Well, this was unexpected…

It happened. SO unexpectedly.
I have submitted my application to become a C3 Intern in just 3 short months.
The 12 months of that program is going to blow my mind - I can feel it.
I never thought God would ask me to do this - to join another program like this.
But it's not just another program.
For me, this is a pivotal, life changing, future altering decision.
This is so connected to my calling and the crazy ways God has transformed and flipped my life upside down in the past year.

I am so expectant and excited.
I am also nervous and feel like because I don't know what any outcome will be, a bit anxious.
God, help me to do the best I have ever done, learn more than I ever have, and expand myself more than ever.
I want to be a crazy blessing and operate in a capacity I wasn't sure I could ever be at.

This is a time for healing and redemption.
This is a time to prove to myself that with God, I am capable.
This is a time to prove to me that all the lies spoken over me were never really true.

My head is spinning.
I cannot even compartmentalize my brain well enough to eloquently write a decent blog post.
More to come soon and hopefully in a better fashion.
I just could not contain myself...