My Everything...

i am living in a dream
a dream where i have the choice of how it ends
i see the crossroad
i choose my road
have faith in me
im half dead
what of me is dead?
i am dead to myself
i cant always stay the same
and now a new fish has hooked to me
i cant see it all
i cant see where its going or what is coming
but life is like a cliff
you jump into it and take it as it comes

ive opened my eyes to yet another day and whats staring back at me is not what was yesterday

i taste the dirt on my lips
i push myself up off the ground
dust the dirt from my knees
i look down at my bleeding hands
looking through the holes that pierced them
all at once i realize, i am crucified with Christ
just as His scars mark His hands, they mark mine also
we are the body and we're in this together

and now i realize im not alone?
no, i knew i wasnt alone
that my Father was always here, holding my hand to guide me, carrying me when im struggling, comforting me when im lost, showing me light while in the dark
but now my realization of not being alone has only gone higher
a new level of security

ive come to declare i am His mighty warrior
running with the gifts Hes freely poured out on me
doing the responsibilities Hes entrusted me with

God is my Strong Tower
the arms i hold so closely
the heart that beats in me
all that i am IS God
i am His daughter and i am blessed
i can do anything for He has made it possible for me
my voice is speaking of Him and for Him
my hands are reaching towards Him
and no matter how far i reach itd never be enough
i can never be satisfied but only become hungry for more and more
and i know the more i hunger and thirst and beg for more He will give it to me
because i asked and just because, He loves me
my God loves me more than anything
more than any friend or relative
than any thing in this world

i touch You
but one touch would never be enough
i would hold onto You forever
i never want to let go
let go of my Love
my Father
my Peace
my Hope
my Salvation
my Redemption
my Truth
my Strength
my Joy
my Everything.

i am so in love with You...