Wednesday, October 7, 2009

Learning How To DIe Pt.2

Eloi! Eloi!
The famous words of Jesus as He was on the cross.
My God, My God, why have You forsaken Me!

My flesh is crucified.
It hurts and stings and I see all Ive put on hold at the foot of the cross.
I am holding on.

Its hard, yes.
But it will all be ok.
Im telling myself over and over.

I have seen answered prayer slowly peeking through.
My God, wont this too?

I have faith and am believing that God is not only going to answer those prayers Ive bene praying for for so long in this season but the one that has newly burdened my heart.

Death.
Somewhere, in the midst of it all, there is beauty.
I will find it.

Come Lord.
I cannot bear this on my own.
My flesh is weak but my spirit is strong within me.

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