This is the future...

and youre alive.


I was just reading through a friends blog.
And it hit me how life is going and how quickly.
Then all of a sudden a flash of memories hit me.

Sometimes I cant believe my life.
The people.
The events.
Where Im at.
How quickly its gone.
And the older I get the more time and life seems to slip through my fingers.

Today I went prayer walking with someone new.
A new friend writing her way into my storybook.
We talked. For quite awhile.
It was nice.
But I did find myself forcing my way out of my comfort zone and my walls I automatically wanted to build.
But the truth is I dont.
I dont want any walls.
Its habit.
Ive been fooled too many times.
But Im holding onto the hope this one will stick.

Im talking to an old friend.
The one thats been here forever.
I miss her.
We're reminiscing on all the times we've spent.
Trying to grasp where all the years have gone and the fact that when we met we were kids and now we're all grown up together.
How weird...

Life.
Im learning more everyday and trying to live it as best as I can.
Its so unfathomable.
Confusing.
But Im taking it one step at a time trying to take it all in and not forget it.

I should write a book on my life.
Maybe I can start it and touch it here and there while I am writing my series Ive already started.
It'd be quite a comical book haha

"Oh. It is love. From the first time I set my eyes upon yours..."