Wednesday, October 29, 2008

im missing...

i feel as though im missing.
longing and fighting but getting no response.
what is this dryness thats become?
i cant describe in words this void but i feel it.
i feel it which such intensity that as i lie in wait i ache.
i dont know what to say...
what to do.
what to think.
i pray.
and i pray.
i search.
i see and hear and read.
but i cant feel You.
not enough.
is this an oppressing season?
an attack in the time of desperation?
i am desperate for You. for more.
why is it that on this keyboard in poetic lines i bleed and pour out but i am otherwise speechless and broken and lost?
im confused and im wandering, looking for answers and i cant...
im missing something...

im missing.

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