It seems that you dont quite realize what you have until you fear you may be losing it.
Man, having a fever really does things to your mind.
I fear it may be throwing a deep sense of paranoia on me.
But if its not, if this is all real, then it all sucks.
Ahh i dont know what im babbling on about, nevermind.
But, I saw my brother today. It was nice. I missed him.
I just hope he'll give in and go to church with me on sunday.
I feel like he still has a wall up to that.
God, please break that wall.
I care too much to just let it go.
I am starting to feel a little better from my plague of a sickness.
My muscles still ache but i am now mobile.
I can see without a haze and tears streaming down my face.
Im just better but i have a ways to go.
I have a lot to catch up on in school though.
I currently have 2 F's and a D.
All of which i pray i can get up quickly here.
Graduation is in 3 months.
Holyy Crapp!
Im glad im a little better now.
I think I can manage the gym tomorrow.
Grace thinks i got my fever from working out too hard too soon at the gym.
I think i may believe her.
I have to slow my roll and stop trying so hard.
Hah now im gonna have to slow down. my body wont be able to take much tomorrow.
Then i have to make myself sit down and type my darn english essay before i ruin my chance at graduation. im so scared. Jesus help me lol
anyway. im so blahhhh. i need the Lord.
BUT! Josh and Joannas wedding is saturday =D woooo!
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