Here am I...

"I was a hot mess in my Sunday best…"

At any given moment, life hits.
Life hits and it hurts.
It hurts so bad you feel alone.
You feel lost.
You feel pain you can't describe.
You don't know how to process it.
You don't know what to think or do.
You don't know whether to talk about it or not.
You don't know how to talk about it and you don't know if you really want to.
I am trying my best to put on the brave face.
I am trying hard grit my teeth and bear the blow.
But damn, I sure do feel alone.
I feel an ache in my chest.
I feel a little torn from my purpose.
Frankly, I just really feel like shit.