A Sunday to remember...

today was good...
we had a guest speaker at church and a few things he said made me ponder all day.
in Isaiah 49:16 it says, "See, I have inscribed you on the palms of My hands;..." and Pastor Dave Walker said that the scar that remains on Jesus' hands is your name. Because He gave His life for you. And those scars represent you and His love for You, His purpose for dying. being a christian is not about us but it is about God. we were made for His glory and we live like Him for Him.

then i had a fun little post valentines party hangout. it was fun. i decorated. i cut a lot of hearts. and Sean Pearson and Kayleigh Faulhaber helped me tape them up and do streamers. i had some encounters with Joanna today lol multiple ones. we have to talk lol but in a good way i think. eeh, i hope. and im spending the night with her thursday and helping her wednesday i think.

anyway, after that little fellowship gathering Grace, Nick, Me, Dominick, Andy, and Chris went to Calvary Chapel. it was 930 and we walked in and they were just done with their prayer time. Jordi was so happy to see us lol so after jumping up to grab Grace and I around the neck her and her group decided to start all over. So we prayed and wprshiped for a long time. it was sooo good. God showed up liek crazy, the unity was so evident, and everyone prayed so powerfully. i felt as if we were praying Gods will and what He wanted to speak. Jordi learned how to play Holy by Matt Gilman and Cory Asbury. it was the last song she sang and God was like wooosh, there. and all i could do was slip from my chair on to my knees crying out to God. it was soooo amazing and good. something i needed. Calvary youth pastor is a cool guy too. all together there was me, grace, nick, dominick, andy, chris, jordi, john, pastor nick, aiden, jordan, hannah, and ooh dang this other girl. her name slipped my mind. God is so good. and i keep meditating on His goodness. its blowing me away.

im in a breaking period right now. God is breaking me and molding me and revealing things to me. i admit sometimes its hard and it hurts and it gets emotional but in the end i know it will be so good. oh Lord, i love You. =]