Life Change...

thats what I experienced at GC Conference 2009.
I feel different. Deep down in my Spirit.
Roots that have kept me in bondage are uprooted and I AM FREE.
God comes through to those who humbly come to Him and pour their heart out to Him like water.
No strings attached.
Christianity and Gods Kingdom is NOT a buffet!
No picking and choosing!
Submit to God and you WILL be BLESSED!
GOD IS YOUR FATHER!
THE CREATOR OF EVERYTHING! HOLY CRAP!
Things that I thought would never leave my life ended.
Theres so much going on in my head I cant even think of all to say right now...
hah sorry... to be continued.

continued...
I am being used.
Ohh boyy am I.
God is just speaking to me so much.
This morning, Grace texted me.
It was a line from a Rick Pino song.
It said, 'the Lord is with you mighty warrior.'
I read it and right after I responded to it, I heard the Lord say, "You are My mighty warrior. I am with you, I need you. Fight."
Then i remembered that Jael had named me on her blog friends list 'Brittany: Victorious Warrior'
Then all at once it hit me!
Thats part of who I am.
Im a fighter, and I need to FIGHT for the Kingdom of God.
Take what already belongs to God and take it by force and the power that God has given me. BUT with love when I need to.

I find myself under a lot of pressure.
But I am ready to just do it.
Gods grace is sufficient enough for me.

My choir teacher called me today.
I was not at school thursday or friday because of conference and I left school early today because I was feeling really sick.
I didnt feel like picking up my phone.
She left me a voicemail.
I listened to it and she asked me if I was doing ok, how much she needed me and depended on me, what was going on in class, stuff that was going in witha student in my class, and that she may have lost her baby.
She hadnt even told everyone else yet.
And all in that message I could feel the pressure of supporting that whole program.
But maybe, God needs me to be the strength in that class.
Maybe thats part of me being a mighty warrior for the Lord. To help and support people, specifically that class and teacher.
I find it ironic that shes so dependent on me considering also that she is the teacher representative for Generation Forward.
She is always telling me to minister to certain people in that class everyday.
Is this part of it Lord?

I can do this...

p.s. My family is starting to get changed by God.
My cousin, her husband, and her son [who doesnt really count hes 1] got saved Sunday morning with Pastor Benny Perez. My mom came to church but wasnt super responsive but thats ok.

p.p.s. My brother gets out of rehab next Tuesday the third. We're having a party for him. Grace and Nick are going to come. And my brother will come to church, gte saved, and planted in the church in the name of Jesus! =]